this weekend was amazing. i don’t want to go too into detail, but yeah. friday there was a party. it was fun, then kinda lame, then fun again. hahaha. i invited the guy i met in dallas, and he went, and then he asked me out on a date saturday. so saturday came, we went out to eat, and then some stuff happened with his brother, so we went to like where his brother was, but they had already taken him home. so we were at his friend’s apartment thing, and like we were just there playing a card game. then we went back to my house and were just sitting in my back yard. then he like had his arm around me and kept like pulling me closer. and we were like playing with each others hands and stuff. then he kissed me. and sdlfjdsf it was so great. then we stopped, then we started kissing again. then he was about to leave, cause it was already 2am. and then so i walked him back to his car, and we were hugging, but it was like a legit hug. like the best hug i’ve ever given. and then we kissed again. and he left. and oh my god. i don’t really know if anyone understands. he’s like perfect like everything i ask for in a guy. and just lkdfjsdifjisdaf. :333 it was a great weekend. sunday, took my brother to the airport, got starbucks, came home and took a nap, went out to eat with my mom, came home and went to alina’s house, then did some hw. that was my weekend.

today was also a good day. kind of. first we had to take some bullshit staar test. and we’re juniors. and the only juniors in the district that have to take it. and it counts for our graduation apparently. like what the fuck. that’s fucking bullshit. and not to mention it was the dumbest most fucking retarded test ever. like seriously, one question referred to a sentence as being “awkward.” ugh. it was annoying. then after, we went to lunch, and i told everyone about my weekend. then me and evelyn and jazmine just sat and talked because we didn’t have a class. i went to go to andy’s class to tell him and renee. then in history, we didn’t do anything. so at first i told nayeli the weekend. and then i went outside with everyone cause they were playing basketball and me and evelyn were just talking. and yeah. lots of shit happening right now.

today was an exceptionally good day. :3 okay in armi, i just did my note card for physics. during bim, i went to go take my physics test but he wasn’t even there. -_- so i went back and we finished watching taken and started watching pay it forward. in english, we talked a lot, but it was nice. didn’t really do anything else other than that. hahah. during lunch, omg jazmine. okay, so that guy i was talking about the other day, well she told my friend who has his number. and like they were texting and he told her that they should hang out and she was like yeah all of us. and yeah. so she knows now and we’re all supposed to hang out. idk. anyway we also talked a lot about the party. and then in physics we just watched a video about these two twins being separated. idek. then we just chilled. in precal, my teacher wasn’t there again. :o i found out he was in the hospital though, something having to do with allergies. and so yeah i started talking to gaby, we weren’t saying anything about the situation and it was so awkward but funny. and then andrea comes in and she’s all like does she know that i know. and i was like oh well now i do! and we all just started laughing about it. then me and gaby went to the english teacher and we were just with our friends and they told me their plan. when we all hang out, gaby was gonna excuse herself to go to the restroom and tell andrea to go with her and just leave us there. and omg. so obvious. but yeah, it was a really good day.

gonna go to the gym too. i have a social psych test tomorrow, but i’d rather go to le gym. i need to anyways.. stupid period. -_-

wasn’t able to get on this weekend at all cause i went to dallas for BPA competition. it was amazing. and i met this guy. and we were from the same district. but i need to find him. anyways, i did good diet wise. like phenomenal. except when we went to golden corral, but that was like a given. hahah. 
today, i woke up, did my essay for history. took a quick shower and left for school. government was boring. during my hour, i was with brenda and gaby and we were mainly just talking about dallas. on my way to social psych, i saw sikes. -_- like how gay. when i don’t care about him anymore is when i see him. then during social psych, we just did notes. during lunch, i mainly talked about my guy. and i studied a bit for my history test. in abnormal, we just watched a movie. then on the way back it was perfect. the weather was nice, so we were just jamming out to pierce the veil. idk, it gets me excited for summer! and then that apparently they’re on warped. jasdkfjdlf. :333 it’s gonna be too amazing. in history, we studied, then took our test. it was pretty alright. then i did my book review meeting. and now i’m home. fixin’ to hit up the gym. but first i shall update this tumblr!

sorry i haven’t been on much lately. i’ve been sooo busy with school. on friday we had our BPA competitions, so all last week i’ve been preparing for that. i’m not going to get into detail about the competition, cause it’s long and no one will even read it. but to conclude about competition, my team won first place, so we get to go to state in dallas! :D i could not be anymore stoked. due to all this BPA stuff, i didn’t get to exercise at all last week aside from one day. eating was decent. but this weekend was horrible. it’s already changing though. did an hour of cardio last night. fasting right now. and i’m about to do another hour of cardio after this is updated. wanna be in shape for dallas. ;D

today i woke up ate breakfast and got ready for school. paid off my library fine so i can finally get my books and see my transcript. -_- went to government, didn’t do much. went to the cafeteria and got me some coffee, then went to go study for a quiz. in social psych, we just lectured on some stuff. it was also funny cause we were signing in, and some guy asked to borrow my pen, and as a thank you, he complimented my nail polish. x) it was weird! hahaha. anyway. then i went to the cafeteria with my friends and watched them eat. hahah. then we went to abnormal. and oh my god. they showed us actual video clips on how they treated the mentally ill in the past, and it’s horrible!!!!! we saw a lobotomy and something else, where they would like give schizophrenics insulin, and basically forced them to have seizures. it was HORRIBLE. then we went back to school, took a quiz. took notes. and finished watching this movie on women’s suffrage.

also, hmdfdkjfalds, there’s some personal stuff going on with this guy i like, but i’ll save that for a later post. :3

it’s been a while. and it’s also a weekend, and i normally don’t update on weekends. so it feels a little off. hhaha. anyway, yesterday, food wise, was HORRIFIC. i was in an eat everything mood. -_- i also did an ab workout, because it was my first full flex friday since ever! hahah. and omg, am i sore from that? anyway, last night was kinda odd. d: first, we went to my friend’s birthday show. and it was like lame bands, and it was going to suck because i was in a shitty mood all day. but then my friends stayed with me, and it turned into a decent night. then afterwards, yazmin wanted to go out after with erik and andres. so we went to some old seniors from our school’s apartment because they had beer. typical. hahah. it just sucked cause i had a full car, and i had to take people home. and like where one of my friends lived was really close to where the show was and the guy’s apartment was like all the way on the other side of the freeway. -_- but we went, and it was really lame. we were only there for an hour, and there was free pizza. but then after we went allllll the way back to where we came from. -_- and yah i took people home. it was pretty fun though. d:

so yesterday after school luis came over and it was chill. d: we went off-roading for a bit. then we went to mcdonalds and he got me the strawberry lemonade i’ve been craving. <333333333333 then we went back home. and he had to leave cause his dad wanted him home. so i ended up going to the gym. but i didn’t do any cardio. :o and then today was pretty chill. i went to school and i don’t think anything really interesting happened. except my english teacher is still very attractive. anyway. then after school there was this reenactment of some death at a cemetery so me and a whole bunch of kids from our class went and it was lame. the only kinda cool part was when we went to see if we could find any ghosts or anything. we didn’t. but it was still cool. d: josh and chris were there, but not andy. oh yeah! i never posted about him. i’ll do that after. but anyway, so yeah it started to get pretty lame so we went back and sophia was taking us west towards las cruces instead of back to the east side of town so that was funny. we ended up going to taco bell then we took jazmine home and i told her about some shit at school and yeah.

okay that guy andy. it’s not really a big deal but i wanna start talking to this guy andy. the thing that sucks though is this. cause like okay, it was back freshman year when it was still somewhat okay to use myspace, and i added him cause i thought he was cute. turns out that the day i added him i found out he was friends with my best friend and he was in a band playing at the show we were going to. so yeah. she then later told me that she liked him. but his best friend chris liked yazmin so andy could never like her back. and yeah. she eventually got over him and stuff and i stopped like paying attention to him and stuff because i knew she liked him but now i need to get over michael and it’s been about two years and i should be able to want to talk to him right?

i’ve also started reading the perks of being a wallflower and i realized that when i read i start thinking a lot. so yeah, i have a lot to say right now and i have a lot on my mind and i wanna say it all but i know i’d just ramble on so i’ll just end this post by telling you guys that i’m trying to eat more protein and that i think i’m going to start drinking protein shakes. what are the best ones?

went to armi. went to ihop. went to my house. tried chicken veggie patties for the first time ever and they were pretty good. :D went back to school. did nothing in bpa really. in history just took notes and studied for a test friday. and yeah. that’s about it. i’m going to jump rope right now then go to the gym later then do hw. tomorrow i’ll probably fast. or idk. :o we’ll see.

and then okay. i finally decided to like break, break things off with michael.

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